moody me

its not about moody tho, i mean, i used to be so happy after i came back from summer holiday, but just now i feel like im so lonely and sad..
no particular reason, it getting worst when i know that i dont have any friend to go to church with.. rachel, the one who usually go to network church with me went to another church with another british friend named keith, and i blame keith for that :(

and i remember that i cant enjoy my holiday cause i have lots of things to prepare for exams.. while my friends are going back to their hometown, go somewhere with their boyfriend, and having fun.. huhuhu

after that sad feeling comes, i thought, it would be better if i have somebody to stay with.. then i go to kitchen cause i know some of my flatmate are watching x factor..
so i go there, pretend that i want to watch *actually i watch it on my own from laptop :p*
stay there for 2 hours, talk a bit, and at the end i come back to my room, and did some decoration *christmas tree* for our kitchen, hihi.. and when i went to the kitchen again, they still in there.. playing poker!!
so i end up with them and play poker, its my first time and i didnt do well :p
but it was fun...

hmm, if only i can be very close with them, that would be great :)
anw, one of them said she already get my birthday prsent :) so sweet!

the most exciting month

was, is, and will be December!
i used to be so happy cause my birthday is coming, even my friends wont give me any surprise, but still i feel great!
but now, im thinking, every december remind me that i will grow older and older (though, i also become more mature!)
i used to be so greatful cause when christmas comes, it means long holiday is coming- even i need to do my exams first, big celebration in the church, and presents!
but now, it become more exciting since i celebrate my christmas in england! such a big difference, but i love it very much indeed!! the winter with 0 degrees, sale everywhere, friends are sending card toeach other, dinner with family, and of course holiday :)

in terms of present....
i just received my very first birthday and christmas present from my friend.
im soooo surprised cause it is from JAPAN!
makiko sent me 2 days ago and arrive this morning!
its really lovely especially something that she wrote in the card! (and i think most of the japanese say a true and really emotional stuff in their card to their close friend)!
these are the stuffs that she sent for me :)

i love the shincan's snack! hihihi..
i need to send her card and some stuff from england.. wonder what should i give.. any idea??

here's what the card said..

Dear Gilda
Happy Birthday and Best wishes to you a joyful christmas and a happy new year!
Hey Gilda, my lovely, funny, and clever friend.
Long time no see you :( Hw have you been??
I know you are really good at your uni's class!
I hope you have a lot of fun!
So, actually I was thinnking about presents for you... Because i want to sent you a soecial thing...
I hope you love it, but if not, please please please do not tell me!! hehe
Time passes so quickly.. But i am sure our friendship will continue FOREVER ♡♡♡
Now i try to learn cooking! (it is true but do not be afraid you are in England and i am in japan, hehe)
In the future, if we have a party, i will cook for you :)
My best friend, Gilda
xxx makiko
ps: I still miss you and life in Exeter
( the reason i wrote down her- or other friends- msg's is for my back up, hehe.. im afraid i lose the card someday, but if i post it here, i could read it again.. so dont think that im show off.. haha)

these are the presents that i wrapped for my friends, not all, still on the process..
i havnet got some present for some friends but i will :)

i just give 2 of them for bella and hansel. my lovely children! hahaha..
it is too early, but they will go back to indo tomoro, so i should give them first :)

presents, holiday, friends, lunch, dinner, together, love, and. EXAMS.
i love December very much!

lagi lagi soal cowo

mau punya pacaaarrrrrr...
please, for my birthday present? huhuhu..

ninety six and thirty five

yuhuuww, accounting gw dapet 96 ujian kemaren..
it worth 20% loh dari ujian akhir, lumayan kan? gw uda dapet 19.xx % berarti!

and.

i got my future house!
victoria street number 35.
its sooo amazing, keren buangeeet!
meskipun mahal ya.. :( dan masih kurang 1 flatmatenya
tapi dapur dan ruang makannya maknyoossss bangeeeettt cuuiii!
mari teman2, nabunglah kalian..
taun depan gw uda ada rumah yang bisa kalian tumpangiii, hahaa
*walaupun di kampung doang sih*

im happy yet headache cause i need to think too many things.. T__T

Sheffield

Mestinya gw update cerita ini di www.gildalovesuk.com, tapi berhubung I didn't take too many pics trus lebih banyak ke cerita pribadi, gw update disini deh, hoho.. :)

Hmm, sampe di sheffield hari jumat jam 6 sore, di jemput sama my baby (sonia) dan makan dimsum.. Duuhh, kangen banget, gw uda lama ga makan dimsum! Malemnya? DUGEM! Masya oloh ga sih? Gw males sih cm karna sonia itu emang hobinya dugem, dan gw lg dateng kemari buat have fun sama dia.. Yauda gw ikutan deh..
Btw, gw nemu cowo itali-indihe gitu disana, tapi ga ampe tukeran nomer hp sih, hehe.. I even forgot his face now :(

Second day, bangun siang2.. Trus pegi makan sushi.. Selayaknya anak kampung, gw juga gembira nian, hahaha.. Enaaakk!! :)
Malemnya makan chinese food..
sepertinya inti dari jalan2 kali ini hanyalah bertemu dengan sonia dan makaaaaan.. Hahaha :p
Oh iya, karna jaket gw ketebelan,gw pake jaket sonia, bagus deeehh, gw jadi pengen beli.. But it cost 98£! Gila yaaa? Mereknya pun jack wills, cuma terkenal di kampung ane doang, coba, ada ga yang pernah denger jack wills? huhu...

3rd day kita ke park dan ke botanical garden.. Isinya tumbuhan2 asia doang, masuk pertama kali langsung ngeliat pohon pisang.. Yaelaaah! Rumah gw yang di Belitung aja ada banyak! Hahaha...
Dan tidak lupa kita makan turkish food :) malemnya kita skype-an sama sayuri..
Kangen sih sama dia.. Tapiiii, seperti yang gw alami ketika gw balik ke indo dan bertemu teman-temans setelah sekian lama ga bertemu.. CANGGUNG!
Ga tau mau ngomong apa.. Sedih deh T__T
Anw, I will still ke in touch with her.. Mungkin gw mesti skype sama dia lebih sering? :p

Hmm, sepanjang perjalanan, gw kesel sama dina. Ga baik memang. Kadang gw mengalah dan menjaga emosi, tapi kadang gw ga bisa dan pengen beli AK 47 buat bunuh dia.. Hahaha
Dan keliatan banget dia semnagat sama sonia, biasa aja sama sayuri, dan muak sama gw! Hihihi :)
Worst thing ever.. Dia ga mandi dari jumat pas kita dateng, ampe senen pas kita mau pulang.. Dan dia ada bakalan mandi jam 2 siang hari senen karna dia baru kelar kelas jam segitu. Amazing? Ask me what the reason she's not taking shower, hahaha :p

I'm back to EX4 6TJ now.. i want to go to sheffield again!! Soon.. Or even china.. hihihi..
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link buat ke blog teman2 sudah gw ganti dengan nama lengkap mereka, hoho..
gw suka menghapal nama orang lain, tapi beberapa gw nyontek di facebook sihh, hehe..
anw, im going to sheffield this weekend!
it will be awsome! since i missed sonia soo much :)
we will do shopping and eat as much as we can, haha..
but dont forget, dina willl come too..
so just make sure that im not fighting with her there, haha..
have a good weekend too fellas :)
i love you!

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